I’ve moved! walls are painted but there are boxes EVERYWHERE! I took tomorrow off work so that I can relax and get things organized. I got all my stuff out of the house and I straightened up the house. A lot of the furniture wasnt mine and she was having a showing so my left it there… I’m not going to clean up Jessica and Jen’s mess. Its not fair… especially with everything that has happened. She knew I was moving out today and still scheduled a showing. REALLY? IN REAL LIFE?
anyways. Chris is still being an asshole—but the type of asshole that really burns me. There are the assholes that are blatently assholes. it oozes from their every orifice and you know that what they say is how they feel (I am this type of A-hole most of the time)… I can dispose of these people pretty easily.
NO NO. He’s the type that will “be friends” but flake on you and say things to make you feel like shit… the sly jabs that are difficult to tell if they are intentional or not… but its happened enough now for me to feel like it is very intentional. so i’ve stopped talking to him for the time being. Let him realize that he’s missing a great opportunity to keep me as a friend. if he cant get his act together he can kiss my ass. I’m done being understanding.
one of we mutual friends is trying to tell me that its b/c of what his ex did to him and him assuming that i’ve done the same thing… well I didn’t and i’m tired of being made out to be some heartless, sex-craving, bitch who would leave him, get laid, and try to return.
I am not this type of person and to me it is the same thing as cheating. If you dont trust me then there isnt anything I can do. Don’t sit there and try to pretend that everything is ok when it isnt!
I have cable and fast internet that I dont have to fight with now and myt is AWESOME! I have a pool in the back yard and am so much closer to thmyngs and people that I love that I really dont know what to do with myself LOL.